looking at the date, it's been so long since i'm logged in here. Can see the dust piling up on my blog.
as i read the notes for tests..and i reflect on everything that has happen today and around me. I'm more than convinced to say.. I'm nothing.
To :You
I thought u were different.. turns out u're just like anyone out there. Have u had any idea how much she cares for u?how much she worries when u got that injury?How much she tells me how worried sick she is when you don't ever reply her. I was happy she found someone like you to call a friend.
Now, you just find it appropriate to ruin everything. I don't even know what to say. SHould i say something? I know it all so well, this feeling. I've been in both sides in one time too many.
I have not known you very well. I have not talked much to u. I might have sometimes even given u a look of shyness or even tint of jealousy cos you're that much closer to her than I am to her. Now, i can only look to you with a shaking head.
To: People around me
How much can you all say you know me?do you know this feeling going inside me?when i see how u react to my remarks, my words. It's as if you don't know me at all. Can't you tell if i'm joking or when i'm serious?If even that is too much to ask then goodbye..I'm getting a one way ticket to Lonesville..
I miss my real friends. People who know who I am..really cares for how i feel.. Knows what i really am saying.
I miss you most importantly..when I know we are so far apart. Words cannot say much more than actions i'm afraid.
I miss my boys..when they will always bring a smile to my face.
I miss everything back home...
21st March 2011
I have return to blogging..Is anyone reading this?I repeat..I have returned..
