just finished my assignment so thought i'll give another update to the blog.Don't think anyone is actually reading it but I would put in something with the hope someone is reading. it's been 2 weeks being here in Johor. Not much as changed..I still attend class with the same people as last year..Add a few more new faces and that makes the new class. I actually had fun meeting new people now..compared to last time, I would have just shyed away instantly. Guess it's a change in my life I would say.
Oh! my birthday!well..spent it with my coursemates and church members..they each bought a cake..which means i'm ate two cakes in two days.haha..fun!I was suprised by gifts that was given..(thanks Jon and Doctor's family!)And getting so many wishes on fb..Mum's words that she was so suprised I get so many wishes.She must have thought I don't have that much friends. I really thought it's that as well.Guess I was wrong. Facebook really, in this case, serves its purpose to finding back old friends and reminiscing the good old times. Thanks to all for your wishes.
Not much went through my mind. I'm going to camp this Friday..so weekends won't be around for church..I'm coming home next week!which would be nice to see home finally. All in all.it's been a good two weeks.I felt at peace..and not much things to be mad about. Somehow I felt calmer now. Don't really give in to emotions as frequent as before. Believe me it's not my good work that got me here.IT 's God and I finally see what it's like to be His servant and really do things to His will. He will really be there for you and provide you with resources.Books that will enlighten you more and help you to grow up.
Jon told me that when you have a wish or resolution in life, it actually helps you to get your focus right. Though i told him I don't have a resolution for birthday or new year, I think it's time I learn to make one or a few. No harm rite?If i can't acheive it, at least i work to it so it's better than having no direction at all.Maybe I should start one with my 21st birthday just past two days ago.
1. I wanna finish reading the bible. THIS has never happen and i wish to do all I can to finish old testament at least
2. Finish 5 books in Christian Growth. I don't read much so it's good to get books to finish..Current count is 2..so 3 more to go..
3. Learn to look at people's shortcomings and bear with them.Mind you, I'm not perfect, so it does not give me the right to comment or complain on people just because he or she is weak in that aspect.
4. Reach out to people and make a difference in people's eyes. It's not easy to do this but lately, i'm stopping myself from swearing.I think that actually helped me to cool down and think straight lately..so it has helped..
going with 4 would be nice for now.Let's hope I can keep them up.
This is a personal note to someone caught in the middle
I'm sorry, I guess we're just not meant to be. You may have intertwined my life before but now, I have to cut it off..I wish you all the best in life.
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